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Disparate Singles

by Tenacious Bird Of Prey

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walking down Broadway in providence last night the rain was shaking rainbows in puddles mixed with gas I tossed my empty bottle in someone elses trash I’ve gone away, from a darkened yesterday I left what I once loved thinking I’d a stopped loving it by now. The clerk in the liquor store with dots along her veins her smile seemed tired and almost gone the smell of cigarettes, arrests and regrets filled the shelves she’d gone away, from a darkened yesterday she left what she once loved thinking she’d a stopped loving it by now. woke up this morning not knowing where I’d been perhaps I was thinking of a friend but i’m sure I was just walking watching other people talking to a friend
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I don’t know and I don’t see, and if that’s seen as limited well then that’s alright with me. why does every hand I hold seem to fall or slip away. Why does every word I hear neither comfort nor persuade. It’s as if you decided not to show, and now I feel like your useless lover, but I will never let you know. Like a windswept bag snagged in a highway tree you’re a thought that’s caught in a tangled part of me. It’s this feeling of being left behind that seems to want to bribe me to become cruel and unkind and if I do, it’s not on you it’s a product of time. you just seemed to have me, when that me just wasn’t mine.
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I hide my whiskey so it's always with me, it's true. I thought you'd miss me. You said you'd miss me. ...but woman, you never do. I am the fool. and I can't help the crying. I say I ain't drinkin, I'm lying. My baby doll is now a bottle tall. I can have her all. and when I fall, I fall for you. It's all for you. I can't hide my love like a bottle, but I ain't got you. I got this bottle. I hide my whiskey in the pocket of my coat. Folded next to it is the letter that you wrote. says you once loved me. Yes, you once loved me, but sorry...now you don't. Now you don't. Each night, I lay there and read it, and drink my whiskey, cuz I need it. My baby doll is now a bottle tall. I can have her all. and when I fall, I fall for you. It's all for you. I can't hide my love like a bottle, but I ain't got you. I got this bottle.
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the breeze has grown cold, and our bottle is dry let us go, let us go to bed. In our dreams we are new and our regrets are few waking is breaking but it’s what we must do let us go let us go to bed. the summer sun it was fun, but we are lost and undone let us go, let us go to bed There is fear in your mouth and gold never pleases We are warmed by fears in poems and diseases let us go, let us go to bed The day is too long, our course it was wrong our friends are all gone, and I’m tired, so tired let us go, let us go to bed.
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A bum fiddles for change from the phone. The man at the desk hands back a credit card and tells the pregnant girl it’s no good. There’s news on the TV, with white teeth to deceive me. A man with a pamphlet cries, “You better believe me!” But, I’m going on home to lay my head by my baby alone. I once loved this world I was shown, but now I believe I must be slow to believe. An old man is in line, telling his wife she is fine. He holds her by the arm. “Please don’t wander from me, no one can bring you back to me.” and he didn’t complain when she asked him his name. “And we’re going on home,” He said, “Where you and I can be alone. We’ll flip through our photos, and I know you know me. This is the last thing I’ll believe” But, I’m going on home to lay my head by my baby alone. I once loved this world I was shown, but now I believe I must be slow to believe.
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I got a long wait for a train I’ll sit and think how you sang my name. gone are the Days of our simple ways and holding you so near. It’s a cold seat where I sit. And my heart, it wants me to quit. But I think I’ll be fine with a bottle of wine and a long wait for a train. These tracks they never will meet. a perfect distance they seem to keep. They just go along, like nothing is wrong until one day they just fade. It’s a hard sight to behold such a loving smile grow cold but I think I’ll be fine with a bottle of wine and a long wait for a train. this ticket I keep in my coat The closest ill get to a note My words made the right line Just not on time Now I believe they’ll never arrive How I wish I could lay by your side but my heart was slowly denied But I think I’ll be fine with a bottle of wine and a long wait for a train.
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I lost what I loved most dear In a moment long ago but always near. and in my loving and my hating and my killing and my creating I am broken by my attempts and my tries. I dreamt of an owl as a child who sang of all the violence in the wild "what a loving gift is death, that long and pleasant rest" and I never dreamt again. I went to see a priest who lay in bed The nurse adjusts the pillow behind his head and he whimpered as he prayed a demand to be saved and he begged me not to leave his side This bridge over this river is made of stone each hand that built it felt lost and alone some simply carried on some jumped to escape the dawn because they lost what they loved most dear.
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Dedicated to Jeanne Elaine Hale and her son Ryan White. May the entire world learn such strength and love.
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Goodbye my baby it's time I should go your lies they grow more sincere by the day Your eyes they cry for a sweet lullaby but now they are dry as I'm standing at your door. Sweet baby girl had I never found a love for you I would have walked this world a kinder form of you. Goodbye my baby it's time I should go your lies they grow more sincere by the day
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This album is a collection of songs written and posted on the internet between 2012 and 2020. It is also the first album released under the new name Tenacious Bird of Prey

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released August 16, 2020

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Tenacious Bird Of Prey Barnstable, Massachusetts

Brendan O'Donnell is a musician, creative coder and writer living in Centerville, MA releasing music as Tenacious Bird of Prey.

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