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You'll Be Alone, Not Lost.

by Brendan O'Donnell

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See that morning moon hanging low over the snow that's in the field? My breath is rising slow freed from the words that let it go that this view the beauty escapes me yes this view the beauty escapes me I know I held his hands hanging low over the rails around his bed. His chest was rising slow, and I could not let him go. If he knew I was there, it escapes me. Did the morphine and pain replace me? Where I'm going now, I do not know. I can not yield nor think to go. Such a false light I saw, over a ground that will never thaw If there's a sign of relief, it escapes me, It there's a need for belief it escapes me.
2.
Today, I don't even feel like tryin' Don't see no point in even cryin' My mama told me so, you don't know what you don't know and today I don't even feel like tryin' I ain't got a quarter for a taste of wine, I ain't got a nickel for the phone If I had a dollar I'd find a girl and ball her but today I don't even feel like tryin You ever drink alone by the trains? Ain't it evil how whiskey eases pain? lay my dirty head down on that sorry track. You ever drink alone by the trains? I ain't got a quarter for a taste of wine, I ain't got a nickel for the phone If I had a dollar I'd find a girl and ball her but today I don't even feel like tryin I feel like a black tooth on the floor so god damn tired of being poor. If that's my mama at the door tell her I don't know no more, and bury this black tooth on the floor Tell I never had a quarter for a taste of wine, I never had a nickel for that phone. If I had a dollar, I'd get on the bus and find her, but today I did not feel like tryin
3.
I hide my whiskey so it's always with me, it's true. I thought you'd miss me. You said you'd miss me. ...but woman, you never do. I am the fool. and I can't help the crying. I say I ain't drinking, I'm lying. My baby doll is now a bottle tall. I can have her all. and when I fall, I fall for you. It's all for you. I can't hide my love like a bottle, but I ain't got you. I got this bottle. I hide my whiskey in the pocket of my coat. Folded next to it is the letter that you wrote. says you once loved me. Yes, you once loved me, but sorry...now you don't. Now you don't. Each night, I lay there and read it, and drink my whiskey, cuz I need it. My baby doll is now a bottle tall. I can have her all. and when I fall, I fall for you. It's all for you. I can't hide my love like a bottle, but I ain't got you. I got this bottle.
4.
I have a picture of your mother holding you On a cinder block painted blue You know you never came for this picture of you Was it all that hard is it true If I could find you I would I’d apologize and make it good I regret, don’t you know, for where I stood I wish I could hold you if I could These words I said I can’t undue But I could spend my life saying they were never true I never held you like I should I wish I held you when I could
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see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed what else can I do another man is lovin you see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed the moon has set and the sun is gonna rise dreamt all night of your smilin eyes Oh how it burned when I realized I slept alone in a bed of lies you see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed You see that sun it’s gonna burn me till I’m red but I swing the sledge and keep my family fed see that sun is still a friend of mine cuz it don’t hurt like the evening time the moon my friend it brings that lonely bed. see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed what else can I do another man is lovin you see my baby she ain’t lyin in my bed

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Guerrilla Folk musician, this album was recorded in cars, in basements and however needed.

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released November 11, 2012

All songs written and performed by Brendan O'Donnell

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Brendan O'Donnell is a musician, creative coder and writer living in Centerville, MA releasing music as Tenacious Bird of Prey.

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